Anonymous asked: <p>How did you recognize you had an eating disorder and how did you go about starting recovery?<br/>
I’m afraid that I’m falling in to one and I just don’t know..</p>
I guess there’s a point when you realize that your life has become completely about food. Who cares about the guilt from throwing the sandwich your mother lovingly made you in the trash. And we all know that shoving our fingers down our throats and heaving into toilet bowls isn’t healthy either.
I wanted nothing to do with recovery. I thought I had barely met Ed and we needed more time together before I could consider giving him up. I was pushed into by the treatment program I was already in for other assorted issues. I had no choice but to go. It did help and I was fine for a few months.
Ed is tricky, there is a fine line between a diet and a disorder.
